Today I gave up…

Seriously, I don’t remember ever giving up anything in my life.

I’m not saying I’ve always got or achieved everything I wanted, still I never gave up trying.

Today I did. Kind of…

I need to ask: when you are working for free, only to get experience, on a project that is being leaded by someone who is committing mistake after mistake and shouts at you for nothing, do you carry on doing your work?

You can’t call it work to start with, because you’re not getting paid.

So, do you carry on helping?

I decided I can take on some shit for money but for no money is quite difficult. And I think I did my best, even when I thought I was already being abused I tried to ignore and just carry on.

But I can’t work with someone who does not listen and ends up putting words in my mouth; I can’t work with someone who will throw insults at me when getting upset; I can’t work with someone who will call me in the morning to shout at me for other people’s mistakes (no joke).

I can’t do any of this. Not for expenses only.